VS1976
Super Freak
I have been notified this afternoon that my moms health has deteriorated. They had removed early colon cancer found almost a week ago. We had surgery to remove it. She was getting better until she started to walk & eat a few days later. She contracted sepsis. We found out she had an infection after the surgery. We immediately did a second surgery to repair the damage. But she had not improved. It has gotten worst. We where giving 2 choices today (1) to keep her alive as long as she could (2) or end it. We wanted 'hope' that she can come out of it.
I spoke to the nurse tonight and ask her what is the chances of her coming out of it. Unfortunately, there is no hope. Her body is not responding to any medication given. Her fingers are turning black.
I can't express how sorry I am for me not spending enough time with her over the past few years. It is my regret that I never got married or her seeing me with any kids. I can't say anything else but to say I love her so much....and I know I only have a few days left with her.
There is a lot of I wish that I could had done with my mother. I know she will be in a better place with my dad. I wish I could had been there to see her 70th birthday.
As I sit here in the hospital writing this, live life to the fullest. I just wish I could had spend more time with her.
I love you mom.....
~ Jason
I spoke to the nurse tonight and ask her what is the chances of her coming out of it. Unfortunately, there is no hope. Her body is not responding to any medication given. Her fingers are turning black.
I can't express how sorry I am for me not spending enough time with her over the past few years. It is my regret that I never got married or her seeing me with any kids. I can't say anything else but to say I love her so much....and I know I only have a few days left with her.
There is a lot of I wish that I could had done with my mother. I know she will be in a better place with my dad. I wish I could had been there to see her 70th birthday.
As I sit here in the hospital writing this, live life to the fullest. I just wish I could had spend more time with her.
I love you mom.....
~ Jason
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