Re: Corrose's Workshop - Decals, 1/6 Custom Replicas - RED Bandanas Available!
It is with an incredibly heavy heart that I wanted to let you guys know what has been going on with me.
My son who would have turned 7 months old tomorrow, passed away 2 weeks ago. He was born with a couple of heart issues, one which was not a problem at all, and in fact had been repaired successfully through surgery, the other our family just drew a very unfortunate card. He was born with a second heart condition that is incredibly, incredibly rare and there is no cure for. In most cases the babies born with this don't make it past their first year, those that do grow up needing transplants.
Losing him has ripped me to pieces and it hurts so damn much. He was our first, and only child. He was so beautiful and perfect to me, and I miss him everyday.
I continue to hold onto my faith and I pray to God for peace and understanding. Our prayer is that we can have more children in the future and attempt to find happiness again.
A lot of people ask "if there is anything you need..." and honestly nothing anyone can say is going to help the situation. The only thing we are trying to get under control is the costs we incurred for the funeral and medical bills. We have insurance but there are still some major out of pockets. I have never been one to ask for help, or handouts, it's just not who I am, but we continue to be sent food and flowers, which are nice, but if anyone really feels the need to do something a friend of ours set up a gofundme page when our son was still in the hospital. Supporting the link right now will do more for our family than cards or flowers.
Sharing the link on facebook would be very much appreciated.
A Healthy Heart for Baby Nathan by Kelly Ferguson-Sublett - GoFundMe
Those of you who I have gotten to be really good friends with, and who have followed this painful last few months, I thank you for your kindness and caring.
I also thank the couple of you who I have pending orders with. I promise I will circle back around with you and square you away as soon as I can.